Leave all this to yesterday.
-Some people are unhappy because they keep on letting the norms and reputation shiz manipulate them. People who hates you will never see your goodness, people who like you accept your imperfections. I am so fine with that.
-It's sad knowing how after all, I am still not enough. STILL NOT ENOUGH FOR YOU. I have to change this. I should not do that. You look awful by doing that. That's a turn off. Yes, after all, I AM STILL NOT ENOUGH. Cheers.
-I told people what I don't like, though I rarely do that, so I am expecting for them to at least take note those things. But he quite do those things nevertheless, and I am mute. I keep accepting everything because I know that is what love is. But some people don't, maybe that isn't love. *Sighs.
-One of my biggest dreams is to be love because of who I really am. Not because I am the right girl who is acceptable to your friends and parents. Thus, maybe, unfortunately, that dream will never come true. But I am fine with that. I am always fine -_-
-Ten years from now, I'll be laughing while reading this blog. How stupid yet fun my teenage years are. Young and reckless but with priorities and principles.
-How stubborn of me for whining again, when a while ago, I witnessed how other people suffer much and how trivial my torments are compare with theirs. I saw people sung and danced on the streets few hours ago, without caring how people throw them both disgust and pity, because everything that mattered is their priority to earn. I saw those "taong grasas" roaming around looking for food and most of the people did not even bother look at them just because they are "ugly" to look at. What is life like for those people who are literally, emotionally and mentally alone? :( I am so selfish.
-Some people are unhappy because they keep on letting the norms and reputation shiz manipulate them. People who hates you will never see your goodness, people who like you accept your imperfections. I am so fine with that.
-It's sad knowing how after all, I am still not enough. STILL NOT ENOUGH FOR YOU. I have to change this. I should not do that. You look awful by doing that. That's a turn off. Yes, after all, I AM STILL NOT ENOUGH. Cheers.
-I told people what I don't like, though I rarely do that, so I am expecting for them to at least take note those things. But he quite do those things nevertheless, and I am mute. I keep accepting everything because I know that is what love is. But some people don't, maybe that isn't love. *Sighs.
-One of my biggest dreams is to be love because of who I really am. Not because I am the right girl who is acceptable to your friends and parents. Thus, maybe, unfortunately, that dream will never come true. But I am fine with that. I am always fine -_-
-Ten years from now, I'll be laughing while reading this blog. How stupid yet fun my teenage years are. Young and reckless but with priorities and principles.
-How stubborn of me for whining again, when a while ago, I witnessed how other people suffer much and how trivial my torments are compare with theirs. I saw people sung and danced on the streets few hours ago, without caring how people throw them both disgust and pity, because everything that mattered is their priority to earn. I saw those "taong grasas" roaming around looking for food and most of the people did not even bother look at them just because they are "ugly" to look at. What is life like for those people who are literally, emotionally and mentally alone? :( I am so selfish.
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