Believe it or not, but I find writing a sort-of-an-essay about this love stuff such a burden. I can hardly find words to put in my composition, since I believe love is not something to be explained, reasoned out or defined. It should be experienced or maybe described (through poetry, literature, art). Lulz, a perfect excuse for my incapability, eh?
I have been dreaming for someone who would actually stay with me forever (though I know forever is a fallacy, but since I'm hard-headed enough, I would still believe in that illusion.), so I refuse to commit to any relationship before. I never wanted to be like those girls who would have endless flings and relationship-for-fun because that is against my principle. I always wanted to have someone who would stick with me until God knows when. Yes, I only wanted someone.
It has been three years when we decided to commit to each other. It might have been perhaps an impulsive decision of mine, but at least we are still together and happy,although we have been fighting since forever. Lulz. And what to be valued is, we shared relationship overwhelmed by love and respect and nothing else matters. We might have argued for countless moments, but I like it now that we would end up forgiving and accepting. (Lolwhat, I took Valium a while ago. Lol. I kid :D)
I have been dreaming for someone who would actually stay with me forever (though I know forever is a fallacy, but since I'm hard-headed enough, I would still believe in that illusion.), so I refuse to commit to any relationship before. I never wanted to be like those girls who would have endless flings and relationship-for-fun because that is against my principle. I always wanted to have someone who would stick with me until God knows when. Yes, I only wanted someone.
It has been three years when we decided to commit to each other. It might have been perhaps an impulsive decision of mine, but at least we are still together and happy,although we have been fighting since forever. Lulz. And what to be valued is, we shared relationship overwhelmed by love and respect and nothing else matters. We might have argued for countless moments, but I like it now that we would end up forgiving and accepting. (Lolwhat, I took Valium a while ago. Lol. I kid :D)
I love those times when we can goof around as if the hands of time decides to cease moving. I love those times when you would randomly sing at any moment. I love those times when we are eating, not because I always love eating, but because you are with me. (*I died at this line.) I love those times when we are drawn to each other and ignoring every single matter that exist. I love those times when we don't speak and we just let our hearts and souls immersed in the beauty of silence.
These words might not be enough as so as the craft I used in writing this, but someday, I will create an essay about this, perfected by love and wit.
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