I remember one time when I was in school; I went in the wash room before entering my first class. I took a peak infront of the mirror just to check how worst my eye bags were. The moment my eyes laid on the smooth surface of the life-sized mirror, my mind was suddenly felt alienated with the image my eyes saw. I felt like I was looking into a different girl. Have you ever felt that? And I was like,
"Who is she?"
"Am I her?"
And I started to wonder who really I am? As I also felt like floating into a thin air. I thought of my life, and then there were flashes of events in my head. and as I look again, I was taken aback.
"Is this a dream? Is my life has been just a dream and nothing more? Who am I, really?"
I stared at the girl again. I kept pronouncing my name just for my mind to absorb that I was the girl infront of me. Hence, there is no need to be baffled about it.
Until someone entered. And so I decided just to leave and proceed to my class instead.
Is that normal? Feeling like a stranger to yourself and feeling everything is a dream?
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