Sunday, October 31, 2010

A Little Secret

I do cry easily whenever I thought of this. In life, my frustration is not love or riches. But knowing that I have never been successful in my field. I have never been an expert at anything. Yes, there are so many things I can do, or probably I am quite good at. However, there is nothing I can do that I can be totally proud of, because I just feel mediocre about it. I can write or debate or dance or act or play musical instruments, but I just can, I never excelled at any of them. So sometimes, I pause at one corner and weep, thinking how insignificant I am. Whenever I see others being successful at their spheres, I cannot help but to wish, that I am also like them. It is pathetic, I know, but that is what I really feel.


I hope someday, there will be something in me, that I can really be gratified about.

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