Lost

I have been looking for the guy whom I fell in love before. That guy who certainly has an identity of his own. That guy who I used to dream with about the future. But what has become of you now? I do not know, perhaps a shadow lost in his fears and cowardice. Is that everything you wanted? I do not know you anymore because you have been eaten up by your own ghouls. I miss you. I miss the old you. Why time flies so fast? Why everything changes and you act as if nothing is wrong?